You have just caught me on a semi-weak day where I almost feel like crying but I'm not. I'm doing one of those sit in one spot, breath slowly, rub the bridge of my nose and thinking about everything thats going on at the moment. If you could see my brain, you would see it making a list:
- Need to find a job
- Low on money
- Homework (summer course), need to finish that
- Might get kicked out of my program, waiting to hear back from the academic petition council (I was 1% below the average I needed to continue, 1%!)
- Parents are pressuring me (like always) to do better than my brother and to succeed in university, I get anything below a 70% and they freak out ("That's not you Kelsey")
Today is one of those days I just feel like running. Do you ever have those days where you just feel like escaping it all just for a bit? I do, but then I have to remember that God is there. Once I remember that I start to calm down a little. I give it up all to God and say "Do with it what you will, I trust you."
♪ Grant me serenity to accept things
The things I cannot change
Grant me the courage, Lord to change what I can
Wisdom to know the difference
In my weakness You can shine
In Your strength I can fly ♪
hey kels , sometimes it not easy to be not stressed
ReplyDeleteor to stay calm :)
i've a question :
what do you study at university ?
and I hope you won't understand it wrong
are you very religious ?
Bye :)
I am in the concurrent education and english program, basically I'm in a five year program, I do teacher's college and my BA program at the same time.
ReplyDeleteAnd I am a christian. I truly began to believe in God's love and follow God's word two years ago when I entered University, I'm still very new to it all.
Are you in school? Are you religious?
Thank you for the comment.